Here it is:
How do you explain utter disorder in
verse,
A year in which every turn felt as
curse?
South America to North, with island
stops between,
Our gifts beneath our tree, opened and
unseen.
We longed to return, and our world to
stop spinning,
You granted our wish, perhaps our
emotions will cease swimming?
Indeed they did not, Lord where is
your peace?
Do you care nothing for the state of
these streets?
They filled with protestors and tear
gas and burning,
They filled with polluters and tanks ever
purring,
We saw and we feared, and we doubted
and prayed,
Why, Father, is your mercy delayed?
We were ripped away once more, how
could this be?
We were no longer able to taste, to
smell, to see.
God be with us, with all our hearts,
we cry,
Hoping against hope, that you would be
nearby.
We felt not your presence, nor sensed
your love,
We seemed abandoned, only clouds
reigned above.
Homeless we bounced, our hope ever
fading,
Were all those that claimed Jesus just
faking?
The tears began rolling, our hearts ever
broken,
Our hugs became tighter, our words
wiser spoken.
We looked to you Lord, knowing not
what we'd find,
We felt perhaps you truly never had us
in mind?
We found that you wept, and you cried
and you grieved,
Every tear that we shed, you shed your
own and received
Our doubts and our anger and
frustration and madness,
You received them with joy and not
sadness.
You opened your arms, and into your
embrace we fell,
We remember slowly why we love the
story you tell,
Of a world in deep hurt, and a dream
ever fading,
Yet with you God, into our morass
bravely wading.
"God with us", you were
aptly named,
A new kingdom, and salvation you
rightly claimed.
Joy to the world, we have longed to
sing,
Yet to our lips those words we could
not bring.
Now here we are, peace of soul drawing
near,
Holding you dearly as King, we have
nothing to fear.
Your love knows no bounds, your grace
limitless,
Finally, we may rest, ending our hyper
vigilance.
You will guide our steps, though we
know not the way,
We find our hope in you Father, and
with true hearts we say,
Thank you for grief, thank you for
pain,
Thank you for growth, and for
character gained.
Thank you for heartbreak, thank you
for sorrow,
Thank you for mourning, and a hope for
tomorrow.
You are the one, our voices rise in
song,
You are the one, in whom we belong!
Your peace you establish, through pain
and despair,
We've learned joy and grief make a
formidable pair
It's the way you redeem, the way of
the cross,
You, above all, know the misery of
loss.
You sent your Son, the king to the
earth,
And lay in a manger, after the
Virgin's birth,
You took on the pain and the hurt and
the grief,
You took our sins on the cross, and
the world found relief.
You suffered for us, by the grief that
you bore,
You gave us redemption, and yet
something more,
This year you have taught us a secret
seldom obtained,
It is through suffering that your
kingdom is gained.